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After 15 Years

by Lyn Lifshin

April 2, 2008 — Published in Verse

its like not even one year is over.
When I couldn’t find your photo
graph it was losing your skin
again. It was there, the

one with your teeth still white, you
laughing near the Charles. When
I had you, I didn’t look ahead.
Alive, I couldn’t imagine

you wouldn’t always take the
car, bus or train to do any
thing you could: make
me tea, stay with some cat

you always wanted more from
as you did me. If you have
a new world down there,
under the roots of trees you

probably have too many phone
calls still. One friend says a
lady bug means her mother is
near. Or when a doll falls

off a chair it’s her mama talking.
I believe in little I can’t see
or hold tho I have wondered
about words on a sheet or paper

the wind picks up and slams over
cars, as if that came from you.
I don’t know if it’s good not to
let the dead go, to imagine

they’ll be a sign when there never
has. You’ve never come back
except in dreams where when I
wake up and you’re still missing,
you’re the photograph I can’t stop
looking for.

Lyn Lifshin

Lyn Lifshin’s Another Woman Who Looks Like Me (Black Sparrow) has been selected for the 2007 Paterson Award for Literary Excellence. Another prize winning book was released last year: The Licorice Daughter: My Year With Ruffian (Texas Review Press). For more, visit her web site.

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